Ryan's Ramblings

Make me happy and whole again
And let love flow without end
Live in love with no pain
Calm the voices in my brain

I hope my peers reward my tears
Remove my inadequacy fears
Praise my work throught the years
Givening me more emmys and cheers!

give me the cold sweat of hot love
quench my fear of stagnation with someone I can’t trust
let me drink the blood of young romance,
only to spit out the tired corpse of rancid lust

let me penetrate incorruptible beauty
let me watch it wither and die
let the world fall apart around me
while I am left wondering why.